Just for me.

Have you ever set in your church meetings in awe. Not only is the spirit un real but, the speakers are talking just to you. Today I was so humbled. Lately I have been so angry. I've wanted to yell and throw in the towel. I am attending all my meetings, praying, reading my scriptures and attending the temple but, things seem to be standing still.... Today the question was asked, " Do you have the faith to not be healed?" We all know our savior will not leave us, he has atoned for everything we are to go through. He is waiting with forgiveness and his arms wide open. Do we have the courage and strength to follow him when the answer might not be what we want or may never come? I have a strong testimony of our savior. He knows what we can handle. He will not let us endure these trials alone. However, this is HIS plan. This life is a test. These trials are placed in front of us to strengthen us. Questions will be answered and trials will be given according to what we need to learn. Trust him, he truly is the only way we can get through this. Leave the what ifs.. Heavenly Father has the answers. Have faith, plant your feet and hold your ground as you are tested, tried and tempted. He will NOT leave us comfortless.