Getting... Or Giving?

     Last week I was completely blown away by the Christmas Devotional put on by the First Presidency. It was so humbling and the spirit that instantly filled our home was unreal. The talk that hit me the most was one by Bonnie Oscarson. Listen Here. She taught us that, "the spirit of Christmas is Christ like love".
     During my years from grade six to now my father has gone through many hardships with work. We didn't have much, but my sweet parents gave all. Looking back, it wasn't the money that was spent on me that I cherish. It was the small acts of kindness. I remember in eighth grade I had convinced my parents to let me have a New Years party. As I reflect now I can see we did not have the money for that. My parents did not say a word, but agreed.
     That Christmas we did not have much, if anything. I remember being so disappointed to see fireworks laying by my stocking. ( the fireworks that once filled our firework business walls ) As an adult I can see that my parents did not have anything to give, however they knew I had a party coming up and wanted to make sure I had adequate supplies. Shortly after, it was probably years, my father lost employment again. We had no idea how a Christmas was going to take place in our home. My parents were struggling to pay bills, how were they going to provide for the children at home that looked so forward to this holiday?Through acts of Christ like love, an envelope containing funds to supply each child with something for Christmas was brought to our home.
     As I prepare to spend Christmas here without my sweet family, I have set quietly as memories play in my mind. Tears begin to fall, and my heart begins to break, as I again watch my parents struggle. I become frustrated as I watch the true meaning of Christmas dwindle. However, I am so grateful that I was taught at a very young age, that giving is what's most important. My parents exemplify what this holiday is all about. They often gave all, leaving nothing for themselves. My favorite Christmases by far aren't those we had packed stockings, but the years we had nothing. Are we taking the time to help those in need? Are we more interested in the getting, or the giving? I challenge you all to, " celebrate all that his birth symbolizes, especially his love." Serve those around you. Find time to give. Let us all take in the words of The Grinch, " Maybe Christmas doesn't come from a store, maybe Christmas perhaps means a little bit more. "

Love always,
K