If I were to have pictured what my life would look like two months ago I would have never guessed I'd be where I am. I am a mark it off the list, everything planned out kind of girl, and boy have I been put out of my comfort zone. My life, and my faith have been rocked to the very core. I feel like everything I have ever known or was comfortable with was uprooted. I've felt lost, angry, betrayed and so much more.
This has definitely been a learning experience. I have fallen to my knees to pleading for my father in heaven to take this all away. He however had more in store. There was something I was to learn from this, and I have grown so much more spiritually. I have been able to find myself, set goals and move forward. I have found peace when I wanted to be so angry.
I will never understand why things happen. I never thought I would ever say that I am grateful for trials. Today I can say that no matter how bad this has hurt that I am so grateful for what has come from it. I have gotten myself to the temple, learned to rely on my savior and to find the good in each day. I can say without a doubt in my mind that our Savior lives. He loves and knows each one of us. Though we have our lives mapped out he can see the bigger picture. He is there during each trial, every bump, and he is there to lift us up when we have crumbled. There is power in the temple, and a peace you cannot find anywhere else. Miracles truly do happen. The atonement is not just for sinners it is for those who are struggling, those who need strength and it truly can turn your world around. I am living proof.
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