This week has been extremely difficult. I have been the most home sick I have ever been, the kids have been hard, wedding planning has been so stressful and money definitely is non existent. While cleaning up and going through the normal daily routines, I was drawn to a drawer in my nightstand. I would open the drawer up, put something away or grab something else. Every time i've opened the drawer my eyes have been immediately drawn to my patriarchal blessing. I simply look at the white envelope and shut the drawer. Tonight however, I reached for it. Upon grabbing it and opening the envelope I couldn't help, but immediately be overcome with the spirit. The last couple years of my life have been nothing shy of a roller coaster ride. I have so many un answered questions and doubts. I know however that I am doing what I need to be doing. With various decisions I have made I have had a lot of input passed my way. I have dropped to my knees and prayed, and moved forward in a way I felt best for me. Many don't agree with different choices i've made. Whether it be moving out to Florida, school, work, getting married etc. As I set in my room with tears in my eyes so lost and so confused a line seemed to jump off the paper. "Remember, true joy and happiness will be yours as you submit your will to the will of your Father in heaven." I have often become so frustrated as answers haven't been flowing. I am here as a living example that as long as we leave it to our Father in heaven it WILL work out. I know for a fact that our Heavenly Father does answer prayers. Do not give up when things don't start changing. Just as I was promised, you too will find all the joy and happiness you desire, as you submit your will to the father. Often times we must go down the wrong road, to find the right one. Hang on. Keep driving. Don't let anyone discourage you. IT WILL WORK OUT.
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Love always,
K
Going to the temple today reaffirmed the need to keep the faith and move forward. It was so wonderful to get out of the world and feel the spirit strong, I love it when Dad looks at me during a session, I feel so loved by him and Heavenly Father. I have been allowing the stress and worries of life to steer me off my spiritual course. What is more important...temporary issues or eternal happiness. Glad to get grounded again. Much love. Keep praying and stay even more close to that Heavenly power .
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